Remix of the track "Not Happy Here" off the 2008 Tycoonius unreleased album "anywhere but here"
lyrics
VERSE 1:
I’m not happy here/
In this environment tireless/
Got me with a shotty to my knotty thinkin retirement/ violent/
With no time for questions stressin/
Starin at my reflection/
Countin up everything except my blessings/
Livin for today but dyin for the moment/
Slowin down for no one sometimes time stays frozen/
So I’ve arisen from isolation on a permanent vacation/
Smoke days away like I’m Jamaican I’m God’s creation/
Hell on Earth first/
To the land of molten lavas/ in Nirvana/
Those who dwell in Hell are angels who had problems/
I’m not happy here/
But I’m not leavin/ still breathin/
I changed with the times/ and rhymes/
Like the seasons/
I run with God’s demons/ and the scum of the Earth/
In my retirement Home/ I witnessed a Rebirth/
And I’m not Happy Here/ I wish that I could disappear/
So just listen up all eyes and all ears/
I’m not happy here/
CHORUS
VERSE 2:
I’m not happy here/
But nothin’s changing in a hurry eyes blurry/
Try so hard but I still get discouraged/
worried hurried and tryin/
and these moments are definin’/
but the world against me all 24 like Kobe Bryant/
I’m not happy here/ but that’s a known fact/
Doctor’s tried medications/
To try and avoid the blow back/
But I was on my merry way with mary j and cognac/
and now I’m feelin better ain’t nothin gonna hold me back/
So hold me down fine/ This ain’t the last time/
Smoked myself stupid/ this here ain’t the best mind/
You want it done right/ You gotta go yourself and get it done/
Got 99 problems and a bitch is one/
And when the winter’s done hun wait for the next drama/
Keep my mind clear steer clear of the karma/
And kick my feet up/
and wait for the smoke to clear/
so my dear/
take it easy because the end is near/
I’m not happy here/
CHORUS
VERSE 3:
I’m not happy here/
To have or have not/ Jackpot/
Fools talk a lot but are really just sayin jack squat/
Zilch/ nothing with meaning/
Wake me up I’m dreamin/
Takin you on a Journey so don’t you ever go stop believin’/
Smoking big cheebo cheeba/
Reefa whatevs/
And now these days this brains/
Thinks like the livin dead/
I’m not happy here but love bein a daddy/
Even if my baby mom’s still wishin she never had me/
Oh well really/
We make our own choices/
So if you live in glass houses use your indoor voices/
With the good and evil/ right and wrong songs/
And this and that/
Learned the hard way literally was stabbed in the back/
But I’m not trippin we just live as the world turns/
And learn the message doesn’t always get to who it’s concerned/
So after all this time and after all of these years my dear/
God Damn/ I’m not Happy Here
Soul-searching hip-hop from this Florida rapper, with lyrics that dig deep and take an unflinching look at life’s questions. Bandcamp New & Notable May 1, 2023